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Suga | Agust D | Min Yoongi ([personal profile] bluemold) wrote in [community profile] monterror2021-04-24 10:28 pm
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Shit. I'm sorry, man. Didn't mean to open old wounded or anything.

Good for little Kangwoo, glad he's gonna get better help.

And if you ever want to talk about all that, I know what you're going through. I lost my grandmother early this year. My grandfather like two years back... my parents before that.

I know the feelings intimately.
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
It's never a good thing to lose someone.

Though it does remind you of priorities and who you truly want to be.

I don't know how you were but you should be proud of who you are now, man. You get up every day, even if you don't want to. You take care of your little bro, Kangwoo and your grumpy teenager, Jungkook.

Bet you take care of your mom too. And she needs that.

Just don't burn yourself out being the good son, yeah? Be proud of who you are but give yourself a break. It's okay to hurt and be angry sometimes. It's okay to be depressed. Happens to all of us.

The past is the past, baby. Don't dwell.
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm trying to do that, get less reliant on drink.

For me, the big one was drugs. After I lost my grandmother, I did a lot of the hard stuff but... I stopped. I wanna live my life. It's just nice to escape.

I guess to them, you're their pillar. They'll get it one day, when they're older.
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know much about autism. I know a bit?

Mostly what I gathered from youtube and twitter, probably not the best sources.

I follow someone who's autistic and they make some sick beats but... not my area.

Is it bad?
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn, that sounds tough.

He's the little boy you make food for, yeah? Kangwoodles. Guess he's super lucky to have a brother who loves him that much. Hopefully the special school will help him out.

Is it something that can improve or is it like coping with it? Bit like depression, I guess?
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, the middle child thing. Ouch, that's rough. He's 13 too so that's just a bad time in everyone's life.

His little bro is stealing all the attention, huh?

What drama.
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Kids are tough, I would say I get it but I don't. I have no kids around me much - I've always kind of been alone. Even with my grandparents, they were busy and old, you know. It's just been me for most of my life.

Siblings sound fun but lots of work.

You're a good brother, you should be proud.

An amazing hyung :D
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Let me distract you

You know

We should meet some time.
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
you're so cute.

Low pressure, man. I get it, you don't like being the center of attention and it's tough. Totally understand.

So what if I came by and we just listened to music?
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Joggers and a hoodie.

I'll be lowkey, promise. I'm a good boy when I wanna be.

And I wanna be good for you ;)
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't have to do anything.

I do what I wanna do.

I want to flirt with a cute boy. Don't spoil my fun, lemme flirt!

The only way I'd ever stop chasing you is if I just had you.
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[personal profile] kingsolitude 2021-04-26 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Nah.... what?

No, you dummy.

If I got you, why would I chase you? You're mine.

Why? You gonna be running away from me forever?

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